Suddenly I am back.

Last post was about me still struggling with my relationship in 2017. Time really files and now we are 2 years later in the same relationship that I am so upset and struggling to get out of it. Not sure why and how, I think I am happy with this relationship now. >.< There seems to be lesser frictions and lesser aggressive quarrels. There are more laughter and fun going on now. Money problems are slightly less stressful now but still hope his business can improve tremendously as fast as possible since his debts is not that super huge. And now I think I am ready and in the mood to record all part of my life down. :D 

Suddenly the mood comes for blogging cause I am currently watching a Korean drama called: Let's eat, and there is a blogger blogging about empty dishes. Empty dishes because he find it super delicious and finished it cleanly. Such an interesting idea. 

Recently my macrame pieces finally got someone in Singapore appreciated and waiting to buy. Feeling so happy. And also I finally able to get rid of the WiFi extender after so so so long. I wonder is it the power of the pyrite and citrine I bought from taobao. However if I got the extra cash, I really wish to buy the nicer ones from crystomania. Hope soon my little wish will come true. :) Hope the pyrite I bought for him and his business does help him overcome all his money problems. 

Individualism

Being in a toxic relationship can make someone lose its individualism.

Someone once said:
Just because you love someone and they love you, doesn't mean you belong together. Love/ deep feelings for someone does not equal compatibility. In fact I think it's equally important to find someone with the same principles, morals, life visions and goals as it is to have chemistry. It's not about finding someone you can't live without. It's about finding someone you can live with.

It's so painful to try to be with someone and love yourself at the same time when the person doesn't have the same principles as you.

Malaysia - Penang 2017 | 27 to 29 July

Day 1

Seafood dinner by the beach.

Fragrant durian by the roadside stall.

 Mangoesteen flower.

So nicely tied.

Night view from the hotel top floor.

Enjoying instant mala hotpot supper in hotel.

Day 2

Simple breakfast in the hotel.

Lunch at Nyonya restaurant.

 Very sweet chendol.

Steamboat dinner and this is really super good!

Day 3

Breakfast at dim sum restaurant.

Snake temple visit.

Lunch. These roasted stuff taste really super good!

 So good that we ordered a second serving of duck meat.

Time to fly back to reality.