Leave me Alone.

I hate it when she always blame everything on me when she has part of the fault too. She kept scolding me vulgarity all because of something minor like spillage of Soya bean milk. Can't she just shut her mouth and wipe it off. All because she got menopause then she have the right to say that she will have the high chances of spilling the drink? What nonsense is that! She was the one who spilled it and I was the one who got scold for the cause of the spillage and I was the one need to clean up the mess. This is not the first time already. She blame everything that went wrong onto me. She vent her anger onto me. It was like as if I have no worries, my own worries already make me vent enough. I really find it hard to communicate with her whenever she has menopause. It was really hard to communicate with people who is having menopause. Just now when she told me to clean up the spill, put the blame onto myself, I have already accept it and do it willingly. What I can't stand is her scolding vulgarity on and on as if I rebel her. If I really reached my maximum, I really will grab my belongings and leave the house until midnight. She really have low EQ, if it was other people, they would feel embarassed of themselves and clean the spillage themselves, or they can ask politely for other people help. Isn't this more pleasant and peaceful? If it really happened like that, I will give console but what she did to me will only make me want to fight her back and give bad and nasty comments about what she did. That is why I don't like her when she is at home. At times when I wanted to do my homework and told her not to disturb me, she will still continue to talk and more worst sing funny songs. She don't understand what I say or she trying to get my attention? But I am doing my homework and can't she be more sensible and let me concentrate on my homework. Argh, I really can't stand it, one day I will explode and start to build a distance from her already. I hope she don't push me too far because home is still my favourite place. FFCCUUKK