Like or Hate?

MM got another case again. I suspect she got some mental problem. She scream at student, she shout at student, she gives verbal attack without considering other people feeling. Luckily she have not did anything to me for this semester. I hope she won't forever because I don't want to enter her class in fear. I don't want to return to my old-self.

During her class, I don't dare to MSN even though she is at the other end of the class, I don't dare to check my mails, I don't dare to go game sites even though she is not in class. It was as if she got third eye or some super power. OH MY GOD LAH!

It was really scary when she scolded one of girl and caused the girl to cry in toilet. I don't want to be like her. If I started crying, I couldn't stop it. Omg, I hope semester 1 can end in lighting speed.

Today Genomics lesson got lab work. Someone in my team mistaken me as a bacteria and spray ethanol at me. Another one kept laughing at me for that silly thing. I want to *roll eye* at them.

But all they do actually motivated me to stay alive for the day. MM stress was diluted by my funny teammates. Even though they kept saying that they were lame but I think they are super interesting, much more better than other teams. Other teams are like so boring, so seriously doing their work. I will die in that condition. Therefore I don't want to change team.

All this make me wonder wheather I like Genomics lesson because of teammates or hate it because of MM stress?

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Did you know that someone in RP commit sucide due to stress in FYP. He was from Business school though so can't compare to Science school. Believe me, science fyp is more stress. This fyp make me go back home late = late dinner = gastric pain = poor health, sometimes lunch time also got fyp = no time for lunch = no proper meal for lunch/ skip lunch = gastric pain = can't concentrate in second study period and third meeting. I have no appetite to eat in the morning too. So tell me how much weight I have lost?

Argh!!! I want my freedom back before I shut my mouth and stop complaining! RAWR!!!