On the way to 2010.

My life - it is long, you don't really have to read it. I will make sure your eye suffer! This is how I past by my last few hours of 2009 when no one bring me out to the crowd. :D

A new year is going to begin soon. Before that, I would like to flash back on 2009. 2009 seems to be a rollercoaster for me, now happy, later sad, happy then sad again. 2009 is a year... where I became a tutor coaching a primary and secondary school students currently. This job is fun but can be challenging sometimes. So far I had not regret on trying this job out but I comfirm won't make it my permanent job nor my retirement job. ... where I had strong dislike and strong opinions against gambling. I don't understand why my parents kept telling me gambling is to buy some hope. I don't see how it can buy some hope. ... where I had increased and stronger passion for my idol; GD and 7 and not forgetting the whole korea. I am seriously in love with korea with all of my heart. ... where I stepped my foot thrice on Singapore flyers within half a month. I love the night view along with the cooling aircon and that makes me wanted to get a house with the same feel; night view, cooling, comfy. ... where I had my first try on Sakae sushi. I know I am slow, because no one invited me earlier on. That was quite sad. I am waiting and welcoming more invitations. ... where I started to have lesser laughters as people around me get more serious and mature. I don't like it. ... where I got crazy over mystic things like horoscope, feng shui, tarot card. I went to learn all the basic for all. I went a bit deeper into horoscope. I fell deep into tarot card. I got a set, I felt the energy, it is part of me now. Seriously, it is accurate. ... where I did my FYP. It was fun, both the people who worked with me and the content. We had a fear for Aliza but I think she is interesting and nice compared to others. FYP got my life into a chaos and yet I am missing it now but I won't want to repeat the process again. ... where I started to master the art of complaining and winning it. ... where I earned quite some money from EmailCashPro and I can prove that it is not a scam. ... where I was really very unlucky to get MM as my facilitator again. Thinkig about her lesson, her face and everything really freaked me out. ... where I did a lot of cooking on Korean food, my favourite food; simple ones only and of course my new passion baking recently. ... where I got my passion on enterpreneurship. That is my future and I hope I can and must stay to it no matter what. That will be my life. ... where I am in love with night. The night with cooling wind and sparkling lights stopped me from going home early, it got me to sit down and ponder on my life silently. ... where I had strong craving for getai and traditional chinese ritual ceremony. It was interesting and completely different from daily life which means unusual. That's what attracted me. ... where I got the feeling of been pestered. I both like it and hate it. Like it because I know that at least someone is there for me. Hate it because rejection could be tough for others and I am not very good at rejecting them without hurting them. In the end, I hurted them. ... where I had a super strong passion for cats. My mum too. It was way too furry cute for us. ... where I got myself total addicted to restaurant city and mafia wars and aiming for the top seat. ... where I think I am breaking away from my family, I inherited the genes from the so called horoscope. It once said that sagittarius likes to stay away from home, I am starting to obey this rule. ... where I fall in love with a new favourite color gold and of course not forgetting my lucky color purple. ... where I got the greatest fun of my life but they were short and too little. Actually I want my everyday life to be meaningful and interesting. I don't want any boring day. ... where I got to view NDP live even though it was just rehersal. I love the lights. ... where I got one week of LOA from school and that was shiok. I love it. ... where I saw a lot of coins on the ground. ... where I had lots of fun outing with my besties but I am craving more of it. To have more of it, must have more money. I am looking forward to 2010 for it. ... where I got the fullest hatred for him and it was ireversible already. ... where I had a nasty temper and mood. I must change it in 2010. ... where I past my christmas at home with no major celebration. I want a crazy christmas. ... where now I am passing my new year at home again with no major celebration. By right I should be in Korea attending KBS, Musicbank... concerts in korea station. That would be my future.
So far, so long. I would like to wish myself and all the people I know a great and happy 2010. HAPPY NEW YEAR~ Enjoy your 2010 to the fullest. :)

Lastly,
3 points for 2010.
Take the first step out.
Remember that failure is the foundation of success.
Never listen or take demotivation comments seriously.


1. Someone to be comfortable with.
2. Someone who has a strong passion for baking.