Last few days: G302 assessment, Cousin wedding

G302 assessment
Assessment was a disaster. I don't think the result will be good. A pass should not be a problem but the feeling the assessors gave were unbearable. They asked very difficult questions and when we couldn't answer, one of them lectured us. I was like thinking, we really don't know, so don't force it, if we know, it will be in our brain and naturally we will answer your questions.

Finally and luckily it is over now. Life will be better from now on. :)
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Cousin wedding
Malaysia is not as developed as Singapore. That applied to their wedding too. But Malaysia is so so big, some of the places are indeed more developed but my cousin is located at the not so developed part of Malaysia.

I am so not used to the life there.

There are some light pungent smell coming from the backyard. The farm is very messy and filled with messy plantation.

The water there had some weird smell and taste as well that make me feel so fearful of my health because I have a sensitive stomach especially in the morning.

Lots of lizard of enormous size crawling on the celling and walls, countless housefly flying around you when you are eating or just sitting there (many love to bang onto you or flied past in front of your eye and leaving you feeling damn irritated.), spiders and random insects around you when you are bathing. How many of you are feeling very disgusted over it? I am feeling very disgusted when experiencing all this. I regret for not bringing insecticide.

The girls there are very unglam, so called 'chor lor' in dialect. They talked, behaved, sit... in a very rough manner. They totally behaved like guys. HAHHAHA! They shocked me. I believed that is the culture there.

I disliked the place to be filled with heavy smokers, drinkers and gamblers of all ages from as young as young girls of age 10. My relative runs a coffee shop and they always do business from the people who came to drink at night. Their life is like night = drink = smoke = gamble = money. Parents drink, and I saw young girls, drink from their parent cup. The people there smoke very heavily. I was like forever seeing my cousin smoking whenever I see him. They gamble very heavily too, I heard from the neighbor that some lost a 8-10k in a day and leaving ourself with heavy debt.

My cousin was getting married the next day and the day before he was drinking, smoking and gambling his life away. The next day when he was getting married, he was still smoking. He wife is same age as me and having 3 months of pregnancy already. That is so advanced of them.

The bride is from a rich family and everyone there was like so envy over it. Their definition of rich can't be compared with Singapore, which means, we are from rich family too. I don't like how the way the wedding was conducted. Everything was like very poorly organized because they are lacked of a good organizer. If it was my wedding, I would save up lots of money to conduct a golden wedding before I would ever get married. Now I realized I am not easy-going for just a simple wedding but instead I am super fussy over it. I am trying to achieve a perfect wedding.

I also realized that I am so fortunate that I am born in Singapore whenever I went to Malaysia. :D